I will not let machines, robots, computers, zombies use me. I will use all of these concocted, unnatural mechanisms or systems instead.
I hope Blue will be back soon.
I hope all will be well for Nigel and Lucas.
I hope Blue will invite me to travel with him.
I hope Blue will be develop patience for me. I hope he will not hurry me for outings, to eat repeatedly at the same places, to keep going to Crown casino when I already told him that I did not and have not won $. I hope he will be more considerate towards me as a girl. I hope he will not bark out; "Fix it!" when I complain to him @ my ailments and boredom. I hope he will realise not everything @ any person is totally fixable indefinitely. I hope he will realize he has to put up with people who are not as well as he wants them to be; failing which- he can always walk out, after seizing any 1 of thousands of plausible excuses.
I hope my life can be private. I hope I can grow old gracefully. I hope no one is interested in my private family and personal details. I hope I have a lot of quiet times and complete anonymity.
I hope I can go @ doing chores like shopping for groceries without being stared at.
I hope a few kind relatives will contact me and make me feel remembered, wanted and loved.
I hope I get to meet new friends with good, strong characters, lots of money and activities.
I hope Blue will love me unconditionally like God does.
I hope Nigel and Lucas will love me unconditionally as I do love them with no limits, criterias or boundaries.
I hope all my things that have gone missing will be returned to me. My ruby ring; my UV tinted, prescribed spectacles; my soft, a-bit-lacy 1/2 dress; my kitchen blender; ...
I hope white people will not be so mean and exacting to each other and others. I hope Caucasians will not behave like they know everything and lord it all over others.
I hope people will not be so selfish and calculative, grabbing everything and everybody for themselves. I hope they will spare a thought for those not as well-accompanied, affluent, organised etc. as them.
I hope not every relationship or celebration is commercialised.
I hope everyone is allowed to be oneself.
I hope every soul is sacred and treated with respect.
I hope no one is forced into anything whatsoever.
I hope people get to choose their bed times, work-time, quiet time, family time etc.
